Monthly Archive for December, 2008

Renewal

Leaves are falling outside my window.  We live far south in the U.S., and the mulberry held its leaves almost to the end of the year.

Still, it doesn’t hold them forever.  A broadleaf tree knows when it’s time to let go.

This year’s leaves are dry and used up.  They can no longer nourish the tree.  If the tree clung to them, they would shade next year’s fresh leaves, and starve the tree of the light it needs.  By letting its leaves die this year, the tree can live next year.

A few days ago, I was low and worried.  Some of the things I used to do are not working for me.  And in our country and our world, many old systems are failing.  People are afraid and hurting.

Yesterday, I listened to another Martha Beck coach, Terry DeMeo, talk about which of our tools are best in a time of crisis.  She beautifully reminded me that crisis is a time of death and rebirth.  Old possessions and ways of being must die to make room for the new.

We have been living in ways that cannot last.  We have used resources faster than we replace them, and hidden costs with creative accounting.  Often we were doing the best we could.  Reality, the final critic, has come along to point out our mistakes.

So now we know which leaves are dead.  Let’s drop them, and try again.

We are humans instead of trees.  So we can value our old leaves, and tell stories about them, and put little parts of ourselves in them to feel it when they dry and fall.  We can also choose renewal.

Renewal feels a lot better.  I was forgetting, as I sometimes do, to use my tools for myself.  My thanks go out to Terry, for reminding me of the methods we have for easing the time of dropping old leaves and moving to the time of renewal.  I’ve stopped feeling blue about what I’m letting go of, and begun to feel excited about what comes next.

I’ve started wondering - if workers weren’t losing their jobs in old industries, where would we get the people we need to make the green products of tomorrow?  If we don’t drop our old leaves, where will the new leaves grow?

I know - I’ve struggled myself - how hard it can be to let go.  It can really hurt when it’s time for the old leaves to fall.  If you are suffering and afraid now, I really understand.

And I would like to help you.  The coaching tools work.  Please call me at (575) 640-0979 to make an appointment.  Those of us who start renewal sooner will lead the rise when the economy turns around.

Last Chance!

I suck at marketing.  So I am going to have other people market the Wishing to Writing Course.  To cover their fees, I will be raising the price to $37 at the start of 2009.  Until December 31, you can still buy it for $27 at www.WishingToWriting.com.  Soon after that, I will take down that website.

The Wishing to Writing Course will still be a bargain at $37.  Knowing what’s in it earlier in my life would have saved me years of writing pain.  It solves the seven greatest problems that kill creativity and brings writing into your life one easy step at a time.  So go to www.WishingToWriting.com/Writing_Course, scroll down, and hit the Buy Now button.  Do it now before the price goes up.

Small Steps

“That’s one small step for [a] man, one giant leap for mankind.”
Neil Armstrong, as he placed the first footprint on the Moon.

This issue’s Small Step for Space:  Send your suggestions to the NASA transition team.

The incoming administration is asking for an unprecedented level of public input.  The internet makes it possible for more people to share their voice than ever before.  You can send suggestions to any part of the transition team at http://change.gov/page/s/ofthepeople
and specifically to the NASA transition team on the subject of solar energy in space at
http://change.gov/open_government/entry/space_solar_power_ssp_a_solution_for_energy_independence_climate_change/#idc-ctools
or the tiny version: http://tinyurl.com/5kehjk

Also, try sorting the responses by rating.  There are some very knowledgeable people joining this discussion.

Book Review

I’ve been falling behind on my reading.  So today I have a guest book recommendation from Doug Weathers.  Doug is an aerospace engineering student committed to contributing to human spaceflight, and also my husband of twenty-two years.

Kings of the High Frontier, by Victor Koman — Reviewed by Doug Weathers

First published online in 1996, this big novel made it to print and is still available at Amazon.com.  Search for ISBN 0-9665662-0-3.

Koman dedicated this book to me.  I have only recently realized it - it took ten years after publication before I realized that I am one of those that “burn with the dream” of human spaceflight.  I can’t possibly be objective about this book.  Just so you know - now on with the review.

It’s set in a near-future America.  Enough people have given up on NASA that non-NASA spacecraft projects - public, private, clandestine - are simultaneously moving towards launch. Lawrence Poubelle is a flamboyant billionaire that is building a replica of the X-15 entirely with donations.  A group of NYU students, led by a descendant of Davy Crockett, are using student labor and liberated school equipment to build an orbital helicopter (!!!).  One frustrated ex-NASA engineer designs a passenger-carrying tourism rocket, while an ex-military engineer spends decades assembling his personal one-man ride into orbit out of Air Force surplus parts.  A lone NSA operative schemes to build a spaceplane on the sly with black budget money, while his mad Russian counterpart cobbles together a trip to Mir out of stolen Russian ICBMs.  But the story centers on two people - Tammy Reis, a NASA shuttle commander disillusioned with NASA’s vehicle but still loyal to NASA as the only path to space, and Marcus Grant, a multinational drug smuggler looking to expand into a territory free of legal problems.

There’s a lot of loving descriptions of the various methods for reaching orbit, and I recognized almost all of them.  Clearly this book was written by a space nut, who got a lot of expert help. The technical details ring true.  And the story, while being far less likely than the technology, is a thrill ride, with many subplots expertly woven together into a rich and satisfying tapestry. Anyone who’s interested in alt-space will have a lot of fun spotting the many thinly-disguised people, vehicles, companies, and agencies.  If you don’t recognize them, look up Bob Truax’s Sea Dragon, Gary Hudson’s Roton and Phoenix, and the DoD’s DC-X to get started.  And wouldn’t it be great if Jerry Pournelle was a billionaire?  (He’s already flamboyant.)

Although I’m a complete sucker for this book - its vision stirs my soul and often brings me to tears whenever I read it - I have to note that it is written from a very strong libertarian viewpoint. The handguns are as lovingly described as the space vehicles, and the drug-smuggler is one of the heroes (!!!).  The bad guys are all “statists” who work for the US Government, which has been stifling space travel for decades.  Only the individual, working alone, heroically resisting the tyranny of his or her government, can fulfill our human destiny of colonizing Space.  Much of the book is spent excoriating NASA, which is supposedly one of the reasons that Koman originally couldn’t find a publisher willing to buy it.  And it’s hard to buy the head of the National Organization of Space Supporters as a villain.  To be fair, Koman pulls it off pretty well.

Personally, I believe that without a certain amount of government, we end up with looters, pirates, and pollution.  I wonder how all these aerospace engineers could have learned their trade without public education, while struggling to survive in an anarchy without NASA or a military.  Perhaps I don’t understand Libertarianism.  But it still makes for a stirring story.

It has held up well in the decade-plus since it was published.  We didn’t see an explosion of mavericks into orbit aboard SSTO vehicles, for whatever reason.  At least one of the vehicles (the orbital helicopter) is not feasible according to the engineers who tried to build it.  But we’re starting to see mavericks take the first small suborbital steps into space.

I heartily recommend this book to anyone interested in creating a spacefaring civilization.  Or who burns with the dream.

More reviews:

http://www.houstonspacesociety.org/kings.html
http://paragraphfarmer.blogspot.com/2006/11/undisciplined-review-kings-of-high.html
http://www.sfsite.com/01a/king48.htm
http://www.amazon.com/review/product/0966566203/ref=dp_top_cm_cr_acr_txt?%5Fencoding=UTF8&showViewpoints=1

Community

I will keep it short today.  I have been on holiday.

I saw old friends, and a new friend, who was a friend of my friends.  I found myself thinking about community.

We build our commons differently now.  I remember how it felt to grow up in a town of 300.  There, we were a community because we pulled together to create the school and the roads and a volunteer fire department and emergency medical services.

Now, I’m a member of interlocking interest groups on the internet.  Mostly, we trade information.  Information accomplishes a lot.  We help each other out to play better poker or fold more interesting origami or become better coaches or improve our writing or promote space development.  We create bonds by giving and receiving.  The world can be very large, yet in our communities, we have place and meaning and a way to serve.

I am thankful to you for being in my community.

May you make the bonds that support you.

Small Steps

“That’s one small step for [a] man, one giant leap for mankind.”
Neil Armstrong, as he placed the first footprint on the Moon.

This issue’s Small Step for Space:  Make a personal contact with someone who cares about space.

Sometimes just knowing you are not alone helps immensely.  Check nearby universities, businesses that contract for NASA, and local space interest groups such as The Moon Society, The Planetary Society, and the National Space Society, for someone you’d enjoy having in your community, and invite him or her out for coffee or a beer.

Book Recommendation

The Android’s Dream by John Scalzi

Earth has emerged into a galactic civilization of many intelligent species.  The Nidu - a rigidly ritualized alien species - have watch over our planet, and much greater fire power than we do.  So when a proponent of independence from the Nidu manufactures a diplomatic incident, interlocking conspiracies fight to control the one item that will smooth over the trouble without a war - an electric blue sheep.  This is a fun read, with many turns and lively language.  John Scalzi still has the imagination and humor he first displayed in Agent to the Stars, and his plotting has tightened.